DAYS SINCE SELF HARM: 135
Hello, I am Annah. I am an EDNOS self-harmer of four years, now well into recovery. I am here to offer whatever help I can give to those suffering from related addictions and negative behaviors. If I have "liked" or "followed" you, it is because I would like to be a positive impact on your recovery. I don't have all the answers, but I will do what I can using personal experience. Please if you feel I have any help to offer you, or if you'd just like to know my story, send me an ask! I'm on lockdown/suicide watch so I have nothing better to do than try to help others in my situation [:
Personal blog: http://untillthewolvesareaway.tumblr.com/
http://www.twloha.com/
suicide prevention hotline: 1-800-273-8255
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
I’ve been seeing a lot of negativity in some of the tags I frequent lately, so I thought I’d do something to help, even just a little.
my bestfriend and boyfriend took me on a surprise skydive trip for a my 18th birthday [:
This Summer, I Will:
- Get enough sleep at night
- Eat a good breakfast every day
- Go to the gym, run a trail, or roller blade on the boardwalk as often as I can
- Read lots of books
- Work lots of hours at my new job as a swim instructor
- Spend time with my big brother, my friends, and my ‘boyfriend’
- Get a tan, and sun-bleached hair
- Get my motorcycle license
- Get my lifeguard certification
What are your goals lovelies?
Update on Yours Truly!
So I’ve made it through my first whole year of college! Yay! And I’m on track to graduate, with a BA in Psychology and a Minor in English, sometime during the week of my 20th birthday. That’s gotta be some kind of record :P
I have a new job! My old job was too iffy/sporadic on the hours, and I really wasn’t making much money because I hardly got to work :/ So now I work as a swim instructor for little kids! It’s fun, but very soggy and I smell an awful lot like chlorine lately.
I met a fantastic guy [: He’s a couple years older than me, and he’s a total sweetheart. Things particularly serious but we have a really awesome, healthy relationship. And my family loves him!
My big brother is coming back from his semester in Ecuador in 3 days! I’ve missed him soooo much :[ And I can’t wait for him to meet my boyfriend (although we aren’t exactly sure if that’s what we’re calling him).
Finally, I haven’t self harmed in 296 days! And I haven’t purged in quite a while, although I still have a few bad days with my ED.
Recovery and Happiness.: Next time you feel like you're not good enough, ask yourself this...
Good enough for what?
Whatever you are struggling with, there is nothing that you are not good enough for; at any given point there is an infinite amount of positive qualities about you, and sometimes they are things that can’t be measured. Maybe you’re a lovely person, you can make people laugh,…
292 DAYS CLEAN!
Holy cow, and coincidentally 292 is a very significant number for me. Man, it’s weird thinking how long it’s been and how much I still struggle.
I’M BACK!
I’m so sorry to all of my followers :/ I got super overwhelmed with school this semester and just couldn’t keep my blog going. But, I just finished my last final and I’m determined to devote myself to my blog again. Please send me asks, dear followers! I miss you all :[
I’ll post an update after I catch up on some asks.
Yes I’m still alive! I’m sorry for just going away like that :/ I’ve been super overwhelmed is all. Things have been really hard but I’m alive and not self harming or doing eating disorder behaviors. Thank you so much for checking up on me, your ask made me all teary!
Yes I’m still out here somewhere! So sorry to just leave my blog like that :/ I’ve been very overwhelmed. Thank you for caring and checking up on me, it was really nice to have an ask waiting when I logged in. I’ll be back on tumblr for realsies after school finishes.
